Peste noire

And here we are, Summer and all.

It has been a long time and a lot has happened, good and bad, nothing terrible.

Hair is now at 188cm, one would think it would be dragging on floor, as I am 161cm, but it, still, barely touching it.

I reckon, I will have to reach 200cm to feel it dragging the floor behind me, yes, that is my excuse to let it grow a little bit more.

It's just so hard to trim, when you are so close to such a number...

What do I think about the whole thing?

I miss my blunt hemline and I love that my buns are getting massive. Also, I have always loved my hair up more than down and that has become even more evident now.

Specially crown braids, god, how I love those, I wish my hair would stay up like that, all day.

However, it has reached such a length that I can wrap the braid around my head, insert a stick and still make a bun and that secures it fine.

I am mighty happy about that endeavour.

And that is pretty much it about hair.

I have been trying to finish a video and show a bit of how it looks but too little time, too much work,

Since I have last wrote you, we have purchased a home, moved in and a year has passed.

It was an insane time.

The real estate market is fucked up, too many people looking for houses and too many companies buying them to remodel and re-sell.

We're all poor dogs fighting for one small bone.

Finally something worked out though, not what was in our minds, as we were looking for the small, no neighbours, stone house kind of place but we are not privileged enough for that, at least, not yet.

Of course, one owns nothing, banks do.

But we are pleased with how it turned out, it was a lot of work and a lot of money but it is done.

Have some tomatoes growing outside, but this year they do not seem too inclined to grow. 

The roses did enjoy being put outside, they finally bloomed.

Work has been absolutely maddening, but what is new about that?

If I told you that I lost count of how many employees started and quitted since I have last wrote here, I would not be lying.

I am basically working two jobs since last year, with occasional glimpses of help.

Bosses gave me a 1 dollar raise and said I was awesome and home you go with a smile and a few more white hairs.

I do not want to make this shit too political because it is a shitshow as we all know by now but yeah, I am still not sure of when I can go back home or when I can visit my family.

It is really enraging because they are pushing for folks to get jabbed in exchange for freedom and you all know that is not how this peasant works.

The jab could even be safe and just a regular vaccine, which is not, and I would still tell you to take three for me and hit the road, you know why?

Because I do not want it.

I would only take a chance in an experimental drug if this was Ebola or some shit like that, why am I taking a leap of faith for something like this?

To make the jab makers and their sponsors richer?

Go check how much they made in the first 3 months of the miracle cure sale...

It is dirty and it is there for all to see, now they even offer you money to take it or send you pamphlets home.

Please, please take it, or you will not be attending concerts or travel or go to restaurants, we will not leave you alone! They are worse than Mormons...

Fuck! Do you want it? I am not preventing you from taking whatever you want.

I do not care, I do not tell anyone to take it, so do not tell me what to do.

I am not hurting anyone but myself, right?

You can still catch the China flu and spread it whether you got jabbed or not, so leave me the fuck alone.

And worse than all this shameless enslavement is seeing all the workers at supermarkets wearing masks if they did not take it in the ass, some of them were even wearing stickers stating they were healthy?

My husband is more blunt than I am and asked one of them and they told him, it is to make the public feel safer?

Fuck, were they wearing masks for all the other diseases that are contagious and kill grandmas all these years?

These fucking corporations, they do not care one iota about your health, they care about liability and not being sued.

You ask, how did you get away with it at your job?

Don't you work healthcare?

I sure do, and I just said no, I was not taking it and I would quit my job on the spot if they pressured me, so far, they did not approach me again.

I am not afraid to work, I will wash staircases if needed, have done so, many times.

I have to wear that shitty mask regardless because, as boss states, it makes people feel better...

Fuck my life, it is not because of any scientific or practical use, it is all for feelz..

I am more scared of catching a bacterial infection than any China flu... this shit becomes a hot ground for breathing bacteria in. 

I only wear it at work when I walk around, not anywhere else... and that, to me, is no joke as I almost died of bronchopneumonia and back then, no one fucking cared about wearing masks to save my heart and lungs...

Maybe if Wuhan-Graucci-minion tells them to, they will start doing so.

I mean, they are blatantly blackmailing people in being experimented on by taking the jab in order to stop wearing the chin diaper, so.. what is it folks?

If you are protected and if you cannot get the harsh version of the China flu if you get the jab, then you shouldn't be afraid of us lepers.

But you know what fucking breaks my heart in all this shit?

Knowing my folks back at home got it.. yup.

Health centre nurse called and they went and took it, it got me down for a long time but at the end of the day, it is their body and their choice, I know if people were fully aware on the pros and cons and how many actually died from it, factually, they would not do it but everyone is just so bloody eager to get back to normal, they will do whatever they tell them to do, and these pieces of hot garbage know it well.

Hopefully, nothing bad will happen and all this spectacle is more for compliance than anything else...

I will not tell you how many folks we got with side effects and reactions from it because I will get in big trouble but by now it should not be a mystery, if you are not walking around with your eyes widely shut.

There is plenty of cases of blood clots, hear attacks, haemorrhages, severe side effects, worsening of previous conditions, you name it, is it on the news?

Course not, Bai Den and Kamacocksuckingyourwaytothetop would not allow it.

Anyway, then I get my mother in law asking my husband if I do not want to see my folks?

She seriously asked him that... to tell you that I climbed walls would be a severe understatement.

I have a lot of respect for her but she seriously made my blood boil.

My brother in law even sent me an email about travelling if you do not get the miracle jab.

I had to reply back and it was not nice but to her, I did not say anything.

I cannot say anything, otherwise, she would not speak to me ever again.

What the fuck do you think?

For you all, it is a matter of make believe right?

You give your ass away and you holiday in Cancun.

I do not want to go to any fucking beach, this is my life, my family that I have not seen since 2017 and that I am missing on precious years and life events, do you even know how excruciating that is?

To me is more than taking an experimental jab, it is to bend and take it for something that is clearly being mandated for the sake of control not health.

A virus that has been floating around since what? October 2019?

 I have never stopped working since this was all put into motion, working in a clinic from all places, with all kinds of people,taking the bus... nor did I stop working even when some of my colleagues tested positive, why do I have to take it?

Why can't I spare my body the trauma, can you let my immune system do the job?

Can you let me take experimental shots when the peste noire is up to get me?

I am not anti anything, I took plenty of vaccines in my life, do not dare say I am anti this or that just because I asked questions, just because I said no and you were fine in saying yes.

It makes me mad that people do not see how this is another divide and conquer tool.

Now it is all about who is the good boy and who are the heartless and conspiracy theory killers... like it was not enough being divided by politics, race or biological gender...

In their fucking minds, they do not comprehend what is so hard about taking the mrna injection to tell your body what to do, they took it, they are fine, why shouldn't I be?

It is just to 'power the come back' as they say, a little good for everyone, right?

It is not even about the jab making you sick, it is about bodily autonomy, my body, my choice, right?

Or that only works when it is convenient?

This is about respect and morals, this is so obviously being imposed on you even when it was proven that that goddamn shit came form that goddamn lab being funded by American money and that not millions died and that more than 90 per cent did not even know they had it that I am flabbergast people still keep on with the narrative and are acting like the State's little bitch and police you like the good little martyrs of the free world that they are, while we, Nazis, are all killing grandmas by the millions...

Fuck you!

Fucking hell, how dare you people, how the fuck do you dare even think that I am selfish?

You folks took it and you smiled and you go on with your life and if they come back and tell you that you need to take a couple more for the whole Greek alphabet that is coming, you would keep on doing it because you are so fucking brainwashed, your critical thinking is gone.

I do not care what the fuck you or anyone chooses to do, I do not tell anyone to not take it, I say do what you want and live with it.

Same thing with the whole lgbt thing, why the fuck do you want everyone to know who do you want to have sex with or what you feel like dressing today?

I do not fucking care, that shit is personal, back in the day, it used to be rude to talk about sexual or even intimate matters in public.

Oh, but the way I dress and I want to express myself, fuck, I am a gothic with floor length hair, do you think I got to get to dress in stiletto heels, corsets and loose hair to work?

I do not, fucking live with it, no one cares, tone it down like I do, get a job, be independent, be a fighter, have principles and live the way you want when you are not under anyone's pay-check.

Media says: oh it is all about love and inclusion, no it is not, it is all about you using them to further your agenda, next news block you will ditch them for the next click bait brainless shit.

A few months ago, we got an Arabic man, muslim, kill 10 folks including a cop and as soon as his name was known no one talked any more about it because it is racist, even though the fucker killed them all in cold blood.

Yes I will say it, if he was white, they would be parading the second coming of the Antichrist with a little moustache, all over the lamestream media.

 To all this scum, I say, go the fuck back where you came from, you are nothing more than scum.

Yup I am still very proud of being white and of my heritage, does that mean that all the other colours and heritages are less? 

Of course not, but I love mine and I am proud of it.

Do not fucking tell me to feel ashamed that my ancestors braved the waters and conquered, for such is life.

Once, half of the world was divided between us and Spain.

This is the world, it is the law of the fittest, Nature is brutal, deal with it.

Over 'n out.